June
30 - Broken sleep
then up around 8:15am. . walked. Bare handedly picked up as much
of the broken glass as I could, from where the loud drinkers from
last night had predictably happily smashed their bottle all over
the path. .returning along the roads on the way home, there were
a couple of bits of paper blowing about on the floor. Ignored the
first and then curiosity got the better of me and I picked up the
next to have a look at what it was. Turned out to be a final BT
phone bill for someone, saying the bill was in credit and a
cheque was enclosed for around £120. Walked back and picked up
the other bit of paper and sure enough it was the cheque!! Ugggh
- guess I'll have to try and return that to the payee if I can.
Because the account was being closed there was no phone number I
could call, so I figured it'd have to wait until I could look up
the address and figure out where across town it was . . ended up
doing more pottering in the garden - all day!! I can't figure out
how just messing around like that trimming a few things and re-potting
some plants can be SO time consuming. Seems SUCH a waste of time.
And then there's all that nonsense of having to continually water
everything! The price of water down here is SO expensive, if it
weren't for the rainwater butt, I simply wouldn't even consider
it . . eventually PCd late afternoon and looked up the address on
the phone bill . walked with Sally in the heat across town,
eventually found the house (damn - needent have walked so far!),
knocked at the door and was able to reunite the cheque with its
owner . carried on through town. Tired and flagging in the heat a
bit, I treated myself to a can of Redbull to try and inject a
little energy into myself. Jeeze that stuff is expensive. £1.20
something I think it was, just for a little tin. You can buy
alcoholic drinks for less! No wonder the company have money to
burn, sponsoring all the big sporting events and such . . Sat in
BGdns on the top of my favourite gun emplacement for ages, just
watching the world go by again, smoking, drinking my redbull and
playing with the camcorder just a little. Made sure Sally was
comfortably hydrated using the small bottle of water I'd brought
with me, together with my 'custom dog bowl' trick. A plastic
freezer bag. Slips in a pocket so is like me not having to carry
anything, and when rolled into a shallow bowl like shape, is just
perfect for her to have a drink from. I've spent a lot of time up
there of late. Not a bad way to while away the hours, although I
never seem quite able to really relax and just enjoy it. Always
feel strangely kinda guilty and unsettled, as though I really
should be doing something else!? . . . ate pizza, a banana and a
Mum donated mini cheesecake. . touched base with BB . .ate bowls
of cornflakes . . to bed around 1am. s
29 - Up around 8:30am. Very warm already. Looks
like the forecast of a bit of a heatwave for this week is gonna
be right. Seems like we've had a pretty good 'summer' already. .
walked and carried on down town and bought a bunch more Nimh
batteries in the covered market . . guitarred in the garden . .
ate corned beef and mayo sandwiches, crisps and chocolate . .napped
. . walked. As we passed his place, K said he had a bone for
Sally which he'd leave by his car for me to pick up on the way
back. Sat in BGdns for ages, just watching the world go by,
although my favourite spot on top of the gun emplacement was
occupied by a couple of rock-loving guys with a stereo, so it
wasn't as pleasant or peaceful as it could have been, and then
got worse when a small bunch of young people insisted on being
obnoxiously loud as they proceeded to get (more?) drunk on top of
the other nearby gun emplacement. 'Litter duty' in the morning I
bet! . . stopped by Ks on the way back to pick up the bone, but
it wasn't there. He'd left a piece of paper on his windscreen
saying how a seagull had swooped down and made off with it!!
lololol . . TVd . . touched base with BB . . ate salami and
lettuce rolls, Mum donated jam tarts and chocolate . .to bed
around 1:30am. s
28 - Back up around 9:30am. Overcast. . walked
in a hint of light drizzle here and there. . sat in the
conservatory having a coffee when I returned, I saw a movement
out of the corner of my eye. No more than three feet away, having
a look about on top of some recently moved oblong stone planters,
was a (the?) mouse! It eventually disappeared from sight only to
reappear a while later on the nuts. In broad daylight! Ended up
attempting to film it all the rest of the morning, although the
resultant clips sadly weren't really worth all the effort. . had
to relocate a frog, out from under the drain cover again!!!?? I'm
gonna have to do something about that to stop it being possible
for them to get trapped in there, although I'm really not sure
how on earth they are getting in. I SO want to have a pond in the
garden again like I used to in Bristol. The area where the garden
shed was, really would be perfect, depending on what may be
underneath all the concrete slabs. I suspect roots from the
nearby tree may be an obstacle - and I'm not sure I could
physicaly cope with all the work involved any more!. . . ate two
thirds+ of a huge Mum donated pizza . . napped until around 7:30pm
. . drove to walk . .BB called breifly . . TVd/PCd . . knocked up
the quick 'cloud' video . . touched base with BB . . ate the
remaining slices of pizza and a mini cheescake . . to bed after 2am
just before a heavy rain shower passed through. That's good - the
garden needs rain pretty bad.
27 - Up around 8:30am . . walked in the heat . .
totally out of character, Sally had a bit of a go at a small dog
that came wandering by. Turned into a bit of an unpleasant scene
- like she 'almost' meant it!!? To be honest, I rather suspect it
was simply because the little dog acted wrongly (in 'wolf'/dog-body-language/behavior
terms) and ran away from her yelping and snapping at her - which
simply had her instinctively chase after it!! It's kinda like
that sort of 'wrong' behavior gets an underdog attacked by a pack.
Nevertheless, it was totally out of character for Sally, and
extremely embarassing for me! The poor woman owner of the little
dog was somewhat distressed and I had to go rushing in and grab
Sally by the scruff of her neck and haul her away. I don't make a
habit of it, but on this occasion I confess to slapping Sally
across the muzzle before roughly leashing her back up! :o( .
thankfully the woman took it all pretty well. . pottered in the
garden re-potting yet more . . Mum called in with food donations
for chats etc. . guitarred . . ate salami and lettuce rolls . .
PCd/TVd . . touched base with BB . . TVd/PCd until bed around 2am.
. hardly any sleep for hours because of restless Sally pacing
around the house!? Back up around 4:30am to let her use the
garden with a bit of an upset stomach. Suprisingly misty out. ss
26 - Up real late around 9am . . drove to walk.
Stopped at the store on the way home for milk, tobacco and two
pepperonni pizzas only £1 each! . . did laundry and pottered in
the garden all day trying to sort things out a bit, in particular
all the garden pots. I've pretty much deliberately neglected them
all since I move in here, because there were just SO many of them.
They really are absolutely EVERYWHERE. Figured it was high time I
tried to sort though them all and maybe attempt to salvage
anything which still hints at being alive by re-potting it.
Unbelievably time consuming nonsense. With very rare exceptions,
I reckon everything should be in the ground somewhere, just
getting on with growing - not all potted up and fragile requiring
constant attention! On top of that, I have absolutely no sign
whatsoever of being remotely 'greenfingered' , and haven't a clue
what plant is what. A few of the bits and pieces which may yet
survive which I've re-potted, I strongly suspect are actually
weeds anyway! . at some point I lifted the drain cover just to
make sure it was still all clear and not threatening to block up
again. Oh my god!!!!! Trapped down in the drain enclosure, sat on
top of the metal grid was a frog. Poor little thing!!! All the
outflow from the kitchen waste pipes was dumping down on top of
it, and it had no escape!! Even the hot soapy water from where I
was doing laundry was pouring all over it!!!!!! Frantically
rescued it, and another trapped on the patio nearby, and quickly
re-located them both to the dark relative safety of debris under
the garden hedge. . pottered for hours and hours making seemingly
no progress at all . . eventually called it quits for the time
being and showered all the grime off. . checked mail on the PC
and found to my great concern and unease that some 'cunninghamguy
' character had more or less copied the housefire video I'd shot,
stuck it together with a copy of the news video from the local
paper, and then re-uploaded them (as his own?) with some crappy
backing music under the 'entertainment' tag!?? That got my back
up quite a bit. Aside from all the other issues, it just seemed
so pointless!? I ended up putting a 'restrained' comment on his
video suggesting it was plagiarism, and 'why would you do that'?
(What I SHOULD have done was put him in touch with that 'Pilgrim'
guy who objected to the video in the first place on moral grounds!
lolol) . Apparantly, although I didn't return in time to see it,
this had the effect of him 'labelling' his video to reference
back to the original(s). At some later point (either late tonight
or early tomorrow), I received a message saying "TAKEN OFF
YOUTUBE. I AM SORRY ABOUT PUTTING YOUR VIDEO ON YOUTUBE THERE FOR
I HAVE TAKEN IT OFF " All very weird (I can't help but
wonder if he actually took it down simply because the music he
used was flagged as copyright?). Glad that is off my mind now. .
.walked with the camcorder, tripod and my hip flask of red wine
and sat in BGdns on top of the gun emplacement for ages watching
water skiiers, fish jumping, seal, etc, etc, etc. Filmed a bit of
a big storm cloud building in the distant sky over Torquay, with
a timelapse video in mind. . . ate microwaved roast beef and left
over potatoes, stuffing peas and gravy etc. . popped out in the
garden at some point and would you believe it - what appeared to
be the same two frogs from earlier had made their way back down
onto the prison of the patio, and one was even on top of the
drain cover (how on earth did it get up there?)!! Re-located them
once again back up onto the higher garden. I'm gonna have to
change something somehow or this is going to be an ongoing hassle!
. touched base with BB . . TVd trying in vain, to avoid the
unsavory saturation coverage of the Michael Jackson story. I
think some of his music really was VERY good, but I fail to
understand the bizarre reaction many people seem to have had to
his death - and I really don't think the news channels should
have devoted SO much time to it all. (Of interest to many perhaps,
but surely not 'in the public interest' to be informed of all the
minutia?) Why did the authorities release the 911 phone call? Why
would people suddenly rush out and buy his albums cause he died?
Why were people queuing up to have their smiling photos taken
next to his Hollywood boulevarde 'star' and piles of bouquets?
All very weird I thought - and somehow rather distasteful/unpleasant?
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25 - Woken by 'a bang' (next doors front door
again maybe?) around 7:30am . . walked . . worked in the back
garden all day trimming all the hedges.
A 'major' trim, which will hopefully keep things in order for
while at least. Too much debris for my bulging compost bin, I'll
be having to do a tip trip soon. :o( . . ate Mum donated pizza
with extra mushrooms, onion and cheese . . drove to walk. A
gaggle of sail boats were out on the water but struggling to find
wind and all kinda tripping over each other as they hardly moved. 'Western Lady
II' was moored up on the edge of the outer harbour! What's she
doing back? I thought they'd been sold off to private owners and
were long gone for good? They should never have got rid of them!
There's something about those original Western Lady boats. They
have a certain look - and of course their own WWII history. Don't
know quite why but even 'I' have a fondness for them (as do most
people in the area I gather) and I was glad to see it sat there,
albeit looking a little in need of a paint job! (Surfing the
local news site later, it appears the local ferry company has
somehow managed to buy her back (I'd love to know how much!) and
they'll be doing a bit of a refit and then she'll be back in
service in the bay. Yayyy. Quite right too. :o) ) . . bumped into
one of the dog walkers I speak to who'd previously told me about
how he's done some painting. I'd asked to see sometime, the album
of photos of his work he said he had. He had the album with him
and I was able to satisfy my curiosity. Oh my goodness! I'd
expected to have to 'just be polite' and offer appropriate praise,
but what I hadn't bargained for was just exactly how good his
works were! I think snobs of the artworld look down on people who
can 'only' paint from photos, but I have no problem with that, as
long as the finished painting is good. And boy, were this guys
paintings good! VERY good as far as I could tell from the photos.
Without question, he could make money from that talent if he so
chose, and yet he hardly ever picks up a brush any more
apparantly. . I ended up with my usual feelings of inadequacy
following such a chat. I wish I had a talent for something - just
something - ANYTHING!! :o( . . 'Charlie's Angel' Farrah Fawcett
died this day (of cancer of the anus apparantly!!!!! Of all the
things you can get cancer of, that sounds like a particularly
unpleasant one!!!! Be a real bummer to get that one!!!!) . . TVd
. . JK called to let me know Michael Jackson was dead! Really?!
Got off the phone pretty quick and tuned into news channels for a
while before touching base with BB . . TV/PCd until well gone 3am.
s
24 - Poor fitful sleep for only a few hours then
back up around 8:30am. . Sunny and very warm . .walked . .
gardened in the front garden, hedge trimming, de-weeding and got
round to planting some potted fir trees into the ground. I'm
really not into all this 'having things in pots' all over the
place, like the previous occupants were. Too much high
maintenenace all the time. With all the sun we've been having
this year, those pots have continually dried right out, and I was
in danger of allowing the trees to die. (The 'mind your own
business' I'd planted around the tree bases HAS all died.) I
think they'll have a much better chance of surviving in the
ground. . was just moving stuff in from the front and heading out
to do the same sort of work in the back garden early afternoon
when Sis1 and Mum called in, preventing me from carrying on,
which was probably just as well because I was exhausted already .
. cuppas and chats. Happily got rid of just a couple of the old
planters and hanging baskets littering the garden, which Sis1
seems keen on having. I definitely have absolutely NO intention
of EVER doing hanging baskets! . . declined the suggestion I
should accompany them down town for fish and chips, because I was
tired and filthy, and stopped half way through everything with
tools and stuff everywhere, really not in the mood (and seldom am
at the best of times). Mum suggested they could bring me some
back, which seemed like an excellent idea. . showered and cleared
up and then ended up feeling faint from lack of food all day, and
having to just sit around waiting, not eating anything or able to
get Sally's walk over with, because I had no idea when they'd be
returning! The longer I had to wait, the hungrier and more short
tempered I got (ungrateful sod!). If I'd known they wouldn't be
returning for over three hours I think I would have declined Mums
generous offer and just got on and eaten something when it suited
me and then walked Sally! . . . at long, long last they returned
for a cuppa and more chats as I ravenously devoured my cod and
chips. SO hungry and 'shakey' by then, I could easily have eaten
two! . .skipped the walk . chats, and had a look at all Sis1s
India holiday photos on her laptop, etc. Interesting I guess, but
absolutely NOT a place I've EVER had any desire to visit. I'll
happily go to my grave without experiencing at first hand, all
that horrific poverty, suffering and polution thank you very much.
I just can't handle it . .Eventually bid them both farewell long
gone 10pm . . touched base with BB . .TVd. Because of the
elevation of my house away from the road etc, I've gotten into
the habit during the summer of watching TV with the curtains left
open. Means I get to see the nightly circling of bats over my
front garden, the 'high beam' of distant aircraft tracking up
from the South, the moon and stars and clouds etc. Tonight I saw
a pretty neat and bright shooting star falling, south south east.
:o) . . exhausted to bed around midnight.
23 - Woken by Sally clatter around 8:15am. . .
walked the long walk through the woods, down to both beaches and
then sat on my favourite gun emplacement roof in BGdns for a
while, 'having a day off' so it felt after the last few of non
stop filming and PCing/editing etc. Beautiful warm and sunny, and
relatively peaceful still. . got chatting to a pleasant woman, on
the path below me. Eventually at some point she suggested she'd
use my camera to take a picture of me and Sally sat there. I have
few, so accepted her offer. What I didn't realise was how much
hassle it was going to be. For her to be able to reach up to take
the camera, she had to take a step up onto a slight grassy
embankment. With what turned out to be somehow dodgy legs, this
entailed her pretty much crawling up it very slowly on all fours,
and then down again - twice! Agonising to watch - and really
could have made a funny video, poor woman! Sadly, it wasn't worth
all her bother since the two shots I ended up with, were somehow
unfortunately pretty lackluster and not really even worthy of
inclusion here . . needed food pretty bad. Haven't been eating
anywhere near enough these last several days! Did roast potatoes
and stuffing and defrosted some beef from the freezer. Quickly
mowed the lawns while the potatoes cooked. . drank a glass of red
wine and eventually ate a huge roast dinner, with peas and a pint
of gravy. . napped from around 3:30 until 7:30pm, and probably
would have carried on sleeping if not for Sally coming up and
clattering around the room!! . . sat in the garden for a bit.
Skipped the evening walk. PCd this all evening . . touched base
with BB . . PCd this until around 2am. . ate liver pate
sandwiches and crisps . . TVd until daylight before bed! s
22 - Woken by Sally clatter on the bedroom
floorboards around 7:30am. .woke up with a coffee and cigarettes
while PCing, trying to work out how to tackle the soundtrack for
the trawler race video!?? The fact that I've decided to go with
varying degrees of timelapse on almost the entire thing makes for
a real awkward fiddle with the real time audio, to keep it in
time, continuity wise. . walked and stopped for milk and tobacco
on the way home. While in conversation with someone, it was
suggested that the local pub IS closing down due to a lack of
punters - and in fact it wasn't open on the weekend! Of course I
never go in them, not least of all because I can't afford their
amazingly high drink prices (and I'm a smoker), but for some
reason I am somewhat saddened THAT one is going. On the
occassions I have been in there (or perhaps mostly outside having
a cigarette), it's always struck me as a pretty nice place to
have a comfortable relaxed (as much as I ever can be in a pub)
drink and a bit of food, WITH Sally being quite welcome. Despite
generally hating pubs and drunks, I can recognise that the
country/society is much the poorer for having lost almost all of
its unique local pubs. :o( . . PCd the day away doing the
soundtrack as best I could. Pretty much worked it out in the end,
without losing too many maroon bangs and trawler hoots. (Damn
that wind noise - and that is WITH the 'wind-cut' function on the
camcorder ON! Maybe it just goes to show it really WAS very windy
from that Northerly wind and why I was SO cold up there on the
day.) . did dish washing and vacuuming chores in the processing 'down
time' . . eventually had the thing done, split into ten minute
chunks and started uploading them to YouTube around 5pm . .ate a
Mum donated Mars bar to try to keep me going on my starvation
diet . . left the PC on, uploading the last of the files and
drove to walk around 7pm . . TVd feeling utterly UTTERLY
exhausted! . . ate pepperoni pizza and chocolate . . TVd . .
touched base with BB . . PCd breifly before bed. The local
newspaper website had reports of how a young (probably 'in drink')
guy had fallen overboard from one of the boats and been rescued
during the race. I wonder if that was why the lifeboat sprang
into action and transferred someone back into harbour in the
middle of the race (included in my video). There had also been a
big mass brawl by young people outside a harbourside pub in town
after the race - and then a few other assaults around town later
in the evening!!! Well - that's not the publicity the event
organsisers were wanting is it! Wow - thank goodness I trusted my
instincts and didn't go down there and witness or get involved in
any of that (although WHAT a video opportunity some of THAT may
have been!). . to bed around 12:30am. sa
21 - Up around 8:45am. .coffee, cigarettes and
annadin tablet for breakfast . . walked. Grew overcast but felt
warmer than yesterday I thought. Surprisingly little (only one
carrier bag full of) litter to pick up. The council workers had
been round already. .found £1. . PCd all day
trying to trim the trawler race video footage down to a 'reasonable'
chunk of interest. Trouble I had with it was, as far as I was
concerned, the whole thing was an extraordinary spectacle, with
almost ALL of the footage 'pleasing' to at least MY eye, and
therefor NOT discardable. The 'ruthlessness' of being a film
editor, is something I'm not so good at. I mean - YOU try cutting
down around four hours of such a photogenic spectacle, to a three
minute or so 'soundbite' type clip!!! One mans out-take is
anothers perfect shot. . ate six pieces of bread and butter
sandwiches with tuna, mayo and crisps . . Mum called breifly to
say Sis1 would be down later in the week . . PCd through until
gone midnight . . touched base with BB . . ate biscuits . .
watched a test of the trimmed down to thirty minutes video,
before eventually to bed after 2am actually feeling really rather
unwell. Trouble sleeping. a
20 - Up at 7:30am with the alarm . .walked early
to get it over and done with, so I had time to get back home and
drop Sally off before heading straight back down again before the
start of the 11 o'clock trawler race. . left Sally at home before
10am and returned to BGdns with the tripods, cameras, batteries
and a couple of camcorder tapes (I'm gradually recording over 'precious'
stuff from last year!! :o( ) to have a go at filming the trawler
race. Headed straight down to the top of my favourite gun
emplacement via my newly discovered short cut, 'off path' through
the undergrowth. Yayy - what a relief. No one up there yet - my
reason for getting there so early - it's all mine! Hah. :o) . set
up my tripods in the optimum position (on the best corner of the
roof, so my camera views would be unobstructed if others turned
up there) and then sat around with cigarettes waiting for the off.
.some guy appeared out of the bushes with a camera at some point
and started hanging around next to me chatting, just as the first
small fishing boat began making its way to the race start point.
I didn't mean to be rude but made it very clear I wasn't going to
be chatting while I was filming (obvious isn't it? For gods sake
shut up fool!) He pretty soon retreated to the bushes and
disappeared. lol . .plenty people all watching from around about
below me . . my vantage point was in the shade from the
occasional sunny spells that breezed through on the strong
Northerly wind. So long not moving, I ended up feeling absolutely
frozen!! Damn - I knew it, from previous filming experience - I
SHOULD have worn my hooded fleece, despite everyone else being
all dressed in shorts and T shirts. Even had my coat all done up
and gloves on! Frozen! That damned wind was SO strong, it was
buffeting the tripod, and with much of the filming done at
maximum 25x zoom, it was impossible to keep the camera still! :o(
Nevertheless, I managed to record what I thought were some pretty
damned neat shots (a collage of stills from four of my favourites
included below here). For me there is something particularly
satisfying about the first, because I managed to get the Paignton
steam train going past behind the trawlers in the distance. Just
a BIG scene somehow. -//-
. . dabbled a bit with the idea of
walking back via the harbour and town, despite my decision based
on last years experience, to give it a wide berth because of all
the alcohol being consumed by everyone down there, and the
unpleasant atmosphere of threat that makes for me. A big part of
me wanted to try and capture some of that unpleasantness on
camera, for maybe making a suitable music video out of it, but in
the end I went with my instincts and stayed the hell away from it
all and headed straight home. Didn't get back home until around 2:30pm!!??
How long WAS that race?! Ended up with somewhere around three or
four +hours of video all told!! . .sat in the garden with a
coffee recovering from the considerable physical effort of the
filming, actually reviewing a little of the video I'd tried to
take as an experiment on my digital stills camera. . started the
long, LONG process of transferring all the video to the PC . .
did dish washing chores and cooked and ate a ham ring and chips
in the 'down time' . eventually realised the PC was having
problems. I'd made the mistake of trying to do too large a file
at a time and the video was having trouble keeping up with the
audio. Damn. What a waste of a couple of hours! I'd have to start
all over again and do it in smaller chunks! . . lay down but
couldn't nap. . back on the PC . . JK/Mum called to touch base. .
drove to walk. Loads of yobbish kids were in gun emplacements and
all over the place in BGdns, drinking, 'smoking', littering and
being generally drunkenly loud and obnoxious. No surprise I guess,
considering the 'adult' example they'd just had all day of how
one should behave! . . PCd. Guitarred while footage transferred,
until I was just too tired and aching to carry on. . touched base
with BB . . ate just a couple of biscuits . .TVd until bed around
2am. s
19 - Up around 8am. . . walked . . guitarred
trying very hard to knock up the piece of strumming I'd been
working on to go with the 'HMS Edinburgh' footage, but eventually
just gave up in total disgust. It just isn't going to happen!
Sounds sort of ok when I strum it, but when I record it and play
it back, it shows it up for how truly awful it really is!! :o( .
. PCd and after several hours work, uploaded a video using an old
'second rate' bit of music from my collection that I figure is
liable to be safe from the copyright police. :o( . . terrible
headache! . . ate ham sandwiches with crisps and chocolate. .
napped real late for an hour or two, only to wake with the same
headache . . drove to walk and stopped at the store on the way
home for tobacco and a couple of pizzas . . straight back on the
PC . . BB called breifly . . PCd and knocked up the 'mouse on the
nuts' video snip and uploaded it shortly before midnight. A
crappy video without a doubt, but worth doing from my point of
view because of the spontaneous/gotcha nature of how I captured
it. None of that putting in hours and hours of work 'staking out'
the nuts over several days. It was a rare case of stumbled on it
- went and got the camera and managed to get a little of it. (I
must confess - in case another opportunity arises some time, I
HAVE now trimmed off just a little of the bit of a branch that
was putting the scene of the action in shadow from my garden
floodlight) . . ate pepperoni pizza with extra cheese . . touched
base with BB . . to bed around 2am or later. aa
18 - Up around 7:30am. . sunny. Walked the woods
as a loud unseen jet flew around low overhead above the canopy .
filmed Sally sat in the water. That footage would make another 'et'cetera'
ending, type video some time maybe. . given left overs meat for
Sally from K on the way back, although I have a horrible feeling
I may end up freezing and eating it myself on this occasion . .
gradual clouds building . PCd. . JK called and said he'd be
letting Mr B (the actual owner of the house concerned) have a
copy of the fire DVD at some point. That prospect pleased me
greatly. Seems only right he should have it, even if he never
wants to actually watch it. . guitarred pretty much the whole
rest of the day away. . ate cheese, ham, mayo and onion
sandwiches with crisps . . napped just, for around an hour. .
skipped the walk and carried on guitarring until my fingers were
literally too painful to carry on!!!. . touched base with SH . .
TVd . . touched base with BB . .ate bowls of muesli . . let Sally out for her final garden visit of
the evening around 12:45am and stumbled upon a mouse having a go
at the nuts in the birdfeeder hung in the tree. Funny thing was,
it didn't immediately dart away like I HAVE snatched a glimpse of
it doing once or twice before. It just sat there and carried on
trying to tease the nuts through the wire, even as Sally passed a
couple of feet underneath on her way to the lawn and I watched
from the patio by the kitchen window! I guess maybe it's seen
more of Sally and I from its hiding places than we have of it. In
fact it stayed there SO long, I was eventually even encouraged to
bother having a go at getting the camcorder from my coat pocket,
hung up inside the house. Incredibly on my return it was STILL
there, and remained so JUST long enough for me to grab a little
footage of it. Beautiful little thing. Fragile, oh SO fragile
existance! Even SO much more so than mine. :o( . . PCd . .
eventually to bed after 2am. s
17 - Woken by Sally earlier, snoozed on then up
around 9am. .just up the road a few doors away, in an almost
identicaly fronted house, a neighbour was having all the windows
replaced!!! Damn it - the ones being torn out and destroyed were
better than mine!!!!!! Replacing already PVC double glazed with
new!!!!!! Oh boy - it was SO tempting to go and ask to have the
old ones. I ummed and ahhd and agonised over that all morning
pretty much, but eventually let the opportunity pass by. Part of
me still regrets that, despite it probably making sense. Trying
to fit them myself would have been a bugger, and they may well
have been 'slightly' different in size, and perhaps leaking
anyway - and for sure, the window guys weren't in any way
concerned about getting them out undamaged. Lot of hassles.
Nevertheless, I probably should have had them to maybe use when I
have to make up a new conservatory out back! Yeah - I regret
missing that opportunity I guess. .walked and got bogged down in
doing just a little videoing. It appeared that everyone from the
local college was doing a sponsored walk along the coastal path
to Paignton. One of the views of them all climbing up the steps
from Churston caught my eye - although since I'm no longer
prepared to do videos that'll be censored because of the music
copyright, I don't know why I bothered. There's nothing much I
can do with it without an appropriate backing track. Really SO
frustrating to me. I have several bits of footage laying around
that would make some good videos set to the right bit of music. :o(
. . PCd/guitarred as rain moved in . . .drove to walk as the rain
cleared back to sunny . . drank wine and cooked ham ring, beans
and chips with four pieces of bread and butter . . TVd feeling
exhausted . . BB called breifly . . early to bed around 11:30pm. d
16 - Up around 9:30am. Blue sky sunny. Still
feeling a bit down . . walked late and carried on out to JKs for
a cuppa and to pop through the letterbox or hand over a couple of
copies of the fire DVD. Cuppa and chats. . . walking back along
the car park/outer harbour in the sun, I let Sally off her lead
as is our habit, despite quite a few people being around on this
occasion. After having had a dip in the sea at a couple of the
slipways, Sally was all wet and dripping. She unfortunately
started having a sniff at a couple of old ladies on a bench,
because they were eating some 'enticingly rustling' bagged food
or chips. One of the old women got a little put out by this
apparantly life-threatening risk of being made a little wet by a
large dog, and in an irriated 'stage voice' remarked to her
freind "that dog should be on a lead!". She was of
course quite right, but being in the mood I was, I had the
uncharacteristic desire (which thankfully of course I would never
submit to) to retort back "well you should be in a HOME
shouldn't you?". Made me smile. :o). . . guitarred in the
garden . . cooked and ate bacon, sausages, beans and chips
followed by a little chocolate. . fitfully napped for a few hours
. . skipped the walk . . TVd/guitarred . . touched base with BB .
. ate corned beef and mayo sandwiches, a Mum donated mini trifle,
biscuits and chocolate. . TVd/PCd until bed around 3am. s
15 - Woke earlier then up around 8:30am again.
Very warm and sunny with big rain clouds building in the west. .
walked feeling 'blah' and felt just a drop of rain as dark clouds
breezed through . . PCd/balanced my accounts and did paperwork. .
drank three quarters of a glass of wine while cooking bacon,
sausages and chips. .napped . . drove to walk in clear skies and
a lowering sun. While sat on a
seat in the lower part of the gardens, all of a sudden a huge
warship came into view around Berry Head, and then hung around
for a bit in front of the breakwater (they weren't of course, but
it sure looked as though they were checking out where the fire
had been - and a couple of guys on the helicopter deck at the
back appeared to be taking photos of it!) before effectively
doing a three point turn and then eventually racing back out to
sea, around the point and out of sight. I think that has to be
the most impressive ship I've seen, close-in, since I've been
down here. According to dog walkers etc, there have been lots (more
impressive) in the past, but I've never seen them. Really was
impressive - and SO fast as it cruised away. Couldn't resist
videoing a little. . PCd/guitarred. Went on line and looked up
the 'D97' ship (and ended up on the Royal Navy website watching a
video all about HMS Edinburgh - and especially its armament.
Jeeze - if they'd felt so inclined, they could have pretty much
removed Brixham from the map! (Awwwww - well - ok, as long as you
do Torquay first - and get all your mates to do Plymouth before
that! lol :o) ) Definitely impressive and also because of what it
represents about the society and the country in which I by-chance
find myself, and all that 'out there' infinitely complicated 'moment
in time' evolution/philosophy/psychology/sociology stuff!! (Do
other people always have such spontaneous overwelming depressing
thoughts when confronted by such an impressive/kinda beautiful
sight?). . TVd . . touched base with JK and BB . . ate biscuits.
. PCd until bed around 4am. ds
14 - Up around 8:30am. Sunny .. walked and sat
in BGdns for ages watching loads of people fishing. Seemed like
every other person that walked past was carrying a rod! Almost
shoulder to shoulder on the rocks! That puts me off the idea of
having a go. . sat in the garden . .messed around with the solar
lights salvaged from the tip, but soon gave up since it really
does look as though none of them are worth keeping. .PCd and
watched a program on the BBC Iplayer that I'd missed last night .
. ate salami rolls , crisps and chocolate . . guitarred/TVd/PCd
the whole day away feeling increasingly down and paranoid (about
THIS in particular)!?!. . skipped the walk . . TVd all evening
hardly moving. . BB called to touch base breifly . . ate Mum
donated bananas, jaffa cakes, biscuits, chocolate. . to bed
around 2am. ss
13 - Woken by Sally clattering around the
bedroom somewhere around 6am!!? Tried to ignore her and sleep on
but she seemed restless and I assumed needed the garden so
eventually I stumbled down and opened the back door before
returning to bed! . .woken by her again around 9am and gave up
and got up . .annadin, coffee and cigarettes for breakfast . .
walked in warm sunny spells, feeling utterly tired out! :o( . .
PCd a bit of this . . Mum called in for a cuppa, chats etc. . ate
a Mum donated slice of gala pie, a large sausage roll and a bag
of crisps. . napped fitfully until around 6:30pm only to wake
feeling about as bad and headachey as I did earlier! Another
annadin . . drove to walk . . PCd this for hours! . .touched base
with BB . . ate a Mum donated pastry slice with crisps and then
some jaffa cakes . .TVd until bed around 1:30am. aa
12 - Woke earlier, snoozed on then up around 7:30am
. . drove to walk, to get it over and done with as quick as
possible. Funny 'fine mist' drizzle type weather. That sort of
weather where the clouds are pretty much just sat on top of the
land. . loaded the car up with timber from the shed demolishion
and with the back of the car full and even some crammed in the
front passenger footwell, eventually left Sally at home and drove
to the council tip. (Stopped for gas on the way home. 25.02ltrs @
£25. Trip meter reading was 159 miles, 39903-3
total mileage. 28.85MPG?) . .
repeated the excercise and actually managed to dispose of the
entire broken up shed in just the two trips. It may be a funny
little car but with the back seats down like I do, it really does
have an impressive 'small van' type carrying capacity. . took a
much needed breather and sat around with a coffee before sorting
out just a little of the mountains of junk I have laying around
in the garage and then did one more run. SO glad to have that all
done and over with. I so HATE going to the tip. On this occassion
I must admit I didn't have to wait in queues too long, but I
still hate it. Something about being unashamedly confronted by
the horror of the throw away culture we all live in - and of
course I always see stuff being dumped which is better than stuff
I make do living with! :o( Just before I left on that last trip,
I couldn't help asking the refuse guy in attendance if I could
have the bag of old plastic solar garden lights someone had just
dumped. He had no objection. (Breifest of conversations with him.
He used to work for an antique store - so I guess he has a pretty
good eye for 'interesting' stuff being (mistakenly?) dumped. He
whisked away a cuckoo clock from the rubbish heap pretty quick. I
couldn't work there (although wouldn't mind) - I'd spend my
entire day just going through everything!) . . ate bacon
sandwiches. . got clean and then lay down to nap. Couldn't sleep
for some reason and ended up just uncomfortably fitfully snoozing
for a couple of hours . . drove to walk and stopped at the store
for tobacco (50g @ £11.90) on the way (and bought some going-cheap
garlic sausage). .Sally had a large bowl of K donated left-overs
cottage pie with gravy and her usual - which went down VERY
quickly. She really DOES eat better than I do!! :o) . . TVd/guitarred
. . BB called to touch base . . too tired to cook so just ate
garlic sausage sandwiches, crisps and biscuits . . TVd until
early . . PCd. For goodness sake - that 'pilgrim74' dude who has
taken exception to the fire video on YouTube, had copied his
video comment and sent it to me again as a personal youtube
message to my inbox!?? He really does seem to have gotten a bee
in his bonnet over it doesn't he. Very strange. Well - under the
circumstances, I guess I'd better delete the video to keep him
happy? Yeah - right - NOT! Hard to imagine what is going through
the guy's mind. Does he know 'Mr B' who lived in the house
perhaps (he hasn't said so)? Does he really expect me to suddenly
'see the light' and delete it just because HE thinks it
inappropriate? Obviously there is nothing to be gained by
engaging in any form of correspondence with the guy, so under the
circumstances it seemed best to just use the Youtube 'block user'
function which 'blocks a user from commenting on your videos
and channel or sending you messages'. I've only done that a
dozen or so times so far - mostly when someone has commented on a
video in abusive terms, and most of those have been by idiot
members of the local community college aiming abuse at members of
their MIU band! . . eventually to bed around 4am! s
11 - Woken at 7:30am by someones car alarm going
off. Stiff and aching from a bad lower back again . .walked in
the sun and came back with a tupperware of left overs for Sally
from K . . PCd and after several hours (!!) had a 'quick' data
disc and DVD of the fire all done and dusted. Even applied the
software 'anti handshake' setting and managed to improve on it
just a little. . proof watched it while eating the other half of
the cold sausage and then ate ham and mayo sandwiches with crisps
and biscuits. . napped until around 6:30pm . . phoned the fireman
to confirm I'd let him have the video and then as suggested (since
it was the local fire station training night) walked and headed
for the fire station to either hand it over or simply post
through their letter box. . as I approached the station the fire
engines were all just leaving! Raced up to a fireman shutting the
doors and was told the guy I was after was actually in the nearby
waiting fire engine. The guy who'd asked for the video actually
jumped out and met me half way as I rushed towards it before it
drove away, and I was able to give him the discs and get THAT
over and done with. . walked through town, around the harbour and
along the sea wall back towrads BGdns. Would you believe it - I
actually passed all the firemen who were gathered in the car park
doing their training! lol If I'd known they were heading there,
it would have saved me quite a bit of walking. lol . . . sat in
BGdns on top of the gun emplacement for a while watching the
regular Thursday evening sail boats doing their thing in the bay
before eventually heading back. . TVd . . touched base with BB .
.ate left overs pork pieces in batter and then bowls of muesli to
easily fill me up. (The left over pork pieces were actually meant
for Sally, although K said they 'should' still be fit for human
consumption. Actually quite nice microwaved up and heavily laden
with salt) . TVd until bed around 1am.s
10 - Up at 8:30am. .walked. Really warm again
and the cloud clearing to sunny. . mowed the lawns. Sat around
umming and ahhing a bit before finally deciding to have a go at
dismantling the huge old rotten garden shed. It was rotten,
leaking and falling apart when I moved in here, and at some point
I actually moved one of the huge stone flower tubs against it to
help hold it up because it was leaning over threatening to
collapse! I'd long ago transferred anything worth keeping, out of
it into the better shelter of the garage. The only reason I hadn't
tackled the removal of it long ago is because it was actually
holding up a large piece of trellis fencing intertwined with a
large honeysuckle bush which acts as a divider for THAT piece of
the 'compartmentalised' garden. The trellis and honeysuckle will
also have to go at some point, but as a temporary measure I've
just left it precariously free standing where it is, propped up
just a little bit by some awful old amateur made wooden bench
seat. There's SO much to this garden, and all of it is so poorly
planned and laid out with mature trees and shrubs, it really is
almost impossible to come up with a viable plan for alterations!!
:o( . . stripped out hinges and shelves etc and then
started the dismantling by having a look at the roof. Blimey - no
wonder the thing has been threatening to topple over. Huge great
inch thick+ slabs of particle board (like is used to board up
derelict buildings or shop fronts with broken windows) had been
somehow laid over the top of the original thin roof, and more
than one ineffectual layer of tar felt had been secured over it
all. Nothing had been done to in any way strengthen the sides of
the structure, and rain had gotten in and soaked the particle
board, so it was unbelieveably top heavy and unstable as a result!
No way could I remove those slabs of board from the roof where
they were, so there was little choice but to knock out just a
handful of the side cladding timbers before removing the big
flower tub support and then just giving the thing a bit of a push.
That was all it took. The whole thing collapsed to the floor -
dangerously guided very slightly as it did so, by me pulling on a
corner in an attempt to stop it bringing down the adjacent garden
fence! . once on the ground it was then just a long, LONG process
of dismantling (mostly with a claw hammer - although much by hand
it was so rotten) and then cutting everything up into car sized
chunks with the circular saw. I HAD imagined I'd be able to maybe
salvage some of the timber but it turned out not a single piece
was re-usable for anything. Actually, before I started the
cutting up, I walked to a nearby neighbours house and knocked on
his door. He has a wood burning stove and a big wood pile in his
garden, and in passing once I'd confirmed he would be interested
in having the shed timber.
Now I'd
actually dismantled it, did he still want it and if so, what
would be his preferred size of cut up pieces (to save HIM the
work with his dangerous 'no safety guard' miniature table saw).
Sadly, because he already had SO much, he didn't actually have
anywhere to store mine, so I was unfortunately 'lumbered' (lol)
with it. Shame - that would have been SO neat to have been able
to just shift it all up the lane. Oh well. . Took ages and a
horrible filthy job, hot in the sun. Happily managed to save a
few frogs and even one newt from the destruction. Took most of
the day but eventually I had it all reduced to just a big heap of
cut timber, ready for multiple trips to the tip. Exhausted and
absolutely filthy! . . cut my hair and beard and showered . .
drove to walk in a light shower of rain! Stopped at the store on
the return and bought a 'going cheap' pre cooked sausage ring. .
.TVd. . PCd breifly only for it to turn into a hour long session!!!
I'd received a YouTube message from a fireman at the local fire
station! "I wanted to know whether there is any
possibility i can get hold of this video clip (fire at Berry Head
Road 29/06/09) so we can put it onto our station computer."
Funny that, hot on the heels of someone objecting to it being on
there. The Youtube video is of course a short cut down version of
what I actually recorded - with a modification done to the audio
so as not to include me talking with dog walkers during the
recording. I assumed the fire guys would rather have the whole
thing (terribly shaky as it was), which almost (all but a few
minutes) pretty much shows the whole event, from the black smoke
at the start of the fire before they'd arrived, to the white
smoke once they'd got it under control - and then a bunch of
random shots of them damping down etc. once I'd walked up there.
What I needed to do, was review the footage (just under an hour!)
and listen to the 'actual' soundtrack, to make sure there was no
reason I couldn't simply give them a full copy as recorded. .
tedious having to sit through it all, but thankfully as far as I
could see, there was no reason to censor any of the captured 'sad
old men/dog walker type' chit chat. . . touched base with BB . .
cooked and ate a pepperoni pizza with half the cold sausage
sliced, extra cheese and onion. Didn't get the cooking quite
right and ended up eating it luke warm and a bit 'wet'. :o| .
guitarred/TVd . . ate half a chocolate swiss roll . . TVd until
bed around 1:30am. s
9 - Up around 8:15am. . walked in the grey and
chilly . . Jk popped in for a cuppa and to pick up the two copies
of the local paper I'd saved which contained the reports about
the housefire which he'd said he wanted so he could send them to
people he knew. . in conversation I mentioned the nauseating
facebook page taking the piss out of that local guy, and I fired
the PC up to show him. Logging onto the facebook default page,
which somehow makes suggestions as to who you may wish to add as
freinds, I was utterly shocked to find they were suggesting
Charlie Boyce (the yobbish son of the yobbish Lee Boyce who
assaulted me back in Bristol!). That was extremely unsettling to
say the least. I seem to recall around the time I fled Bristol,
having a Yahoo messenger invite or some such from him - which of
course I deleted immediately I recieved it. The ONLY way I can
imagine that Facebook is somehow 'linking' us, and suggesting him
as a possible 'freind' for me, is because of THAT unsolicited
invite from him some three years ago!!!!! (Has Yahoo bought out
Facebook?) That's really REALLY upsetting to me - not least of
all because of the apparant several YEARS retention of such
records! So - every time I went back onto facebook, his ugly face
was there apparantly laughing at me. (As I type this a few days
later, it is apparantly now going through all HIS frends list,
suggesting THEM as possible freinds for me!!!!!!!!) I'd always
known that this type of 'social networking' site wouldn't be for
me. In fact, being a 'schizoid avoidant', social networking sites
by their very nature were pretty much going to be the antithesis
of anything I would ever want to have anything to do with! This
absolutely clinches it for me. I WILL be cancelling my account! 'People'
ARE repulsive! . . in the news today there was plenty of
reporting of how the BNP have managed to be elected into the
European parliament! They'd arranged a press conference on the
green near parliament in London. Anti BNP protesters had turned
up throwing eggs and had forced the BNP leader to flee, with
people trying to attack him and kick his car as he did so. They're
all as bad as one another!!!!!. . .ate ham, cheese and mayo rolls
with crisps and then some biscuits . . napped until the alarm at
6:30pm. . drove to walk. As we walked, a couple of energetic (gun
dog type) labradors went racing past and headed straight down to
the water, leapt off the rocks and went swimming out to sea
chasing a small group of ducks that were bobbing about there.
What was noteworthy about this was how far they kept on swimming
after them. They really DID appear to be heading out to sea!So much so, I
actually called out my concern to the owners who'd not noticed
what was going on. Without 'too' much concern they began calling
after them and when the ducks eventually got fed up with being
chased and flew a short distance away, the dogs did start
swimming all the way back to shore. Apparantly doing that sort of
thing wasn't unusual for them, and they'd even had a small crowd
watching a similar event at Dartmouth once. Thank god Sally doesn't
do that sort of thing. They really were far enough out to have
been in danger from passing boats! . . .the big NYK 'Sirius'
container ship that's been at anchor pretty close in for weeks
because of the downturn in global trade, had finally slipped away
some time during the day. It'd been mentioned in the local paper
I bought the other day, and they'd said how it was soon going to
be leaving. What they didn't mention was that its sister ship 'Olympus'
was pretty much going to moor up and take its place, albeit MUCH
further out to sea on the distant horizon. . . PCd breifly . .guitarred
. . touched base with BB . . cooked and ate two cheese burgers
with onion and then a bowl of Mum donated strawberries and cream!
. .TVd until bed around 2am.s
8 - Woken at 9:30am by the ansaphone taking a
call from JK. . walked the woods real late. Actually rather
breezy and chilly. . down on Churston cove was a (stolen?) garden
bench seat just dumped there, presumably by some of the local
drinking yobs!? One of the ornate metal ends was actually broken,
but the varnished wooden slats were all in pretty good shape (much
better than those on my front garden bench, which is in need of
significant time consuming renovation and even replacement of
rotten slats!). If it hadn't been so heavy and such a long
impossible walk back up the cliffs, I would have had that. I
reckon I could even have repaired the broken ironwork with my
welder! Difficult to just walk away from and leave there to be
destroyed as it inevitably will be. What a waste! :o( . . .
returned Mums ansaphone message and declined the suggestion I may
wish to go up and see her cut down 'tree' stumps being ground
away by the guy she's called in to do it . .PCd and had a bit of
another poke around on facebook and searched and had a look at a
few 'local' pages which have been set up on there. I was utterly
aghast to see someone had set up a 'Penny Picker P. (Brixham)
Appreciation' page. Basically a page of comments, complete
with photographs, about a local somewhat 'out of the ordinary'
guy (homeless maybe?) who is it would appear known to pick up
small change he finds in the street! When I was doing all that
filming last year, he was down and around town ALL the time, and
I got into the habit of saying hello and exchanging a few words
with him on occasions. Always seemed like an ok kinda guy,
whatever his 'issues'. (He was alongside me chatting when I
filmed the dancing Santa.) I couldn't believe that someone had
gone out of their way to set up such a page. Whichever way you
cut it, they ARE just taking the piss out of him! There's
something of the 'bear baiting' and bullying about it. REALLY
unpleasant - and 744 members!!!!!!! Hard to believe. Even harder
for me to understand was how when someone suggested in a post
what they were doing was unpleasant, others denied it in an
unpleasant and aggressive manner which suggested they really
actually didn't GET it. They really didn't think there was
anything wrong with what they were doing! People HAVE been pushed
to suicide over less! Awful. Horrible. Made me feel sick looking
at it. And yes - on reflection, 'I' haven't seen him around for
ages either! I wonder why. :o( (Has anyone yet done a horror film
based on such a premise, where all the members of such a group
are tracked down and picked off one by one by an avenging killer?
THAT would be amusing!). .cooked and ate bacon eggs and chips
followed by chocolate and chocolate biscuits. . JK called. .napped
(eventually - still angry/unsettled about that facebook page!)
until the alarm at 6:30pm . . TVd/PCd a bit of this. A whole
nother day gone by where I've actually somehow done absolutely
nothing - and felt as though I only just about had the energy for
THAT!! . . guitarred . . touched base with BB . . ate Mum donated
pepperoni rolls, crisps and half a chocolate swiss roll . .
guitarred/TVd until bed around 2am. s
7 - Up around 9am again. Someone had left a
bizarre comment on Youtube about the 'house fire' video! "thepilgrim74
has made a comment on Brixham House Fire 29/05/2009: i honestly
think that putting a video of someones house and ultimately their
life going up in smoke is completely innapropriate. TelsWeb - I
suggest you remove this. It should be of interest to no-one and
is offensive. How would you feel if it was your house that was on
fire, posted on the internet?" Wow - I'm gonna have to
resist responding to THAT. What a nutter. Hmmm - where shall I
start. I think it's more of a valid upload than most of the
others I've ever done. It was I think a significant (low key
reported) item of local news - and as such the video was edited
and uploaded in a 'no comment', simple 'witness' type format -
and unlike almost all of my other uploads which are categorised
on YouTube as 'Entertainment', I categorised this one as
'News & Politics'. Under such circumstances I can't
imagine why anyone would regard it as innapropriate. I wonder if
they e-mail the BBC etc everyday trying to censor their content?
Almost seems as though the guy is misprojecting the unpleasant
feelings watching such a thing can invoke, upon the cameraman!
Kinda like - don't shoot the messenger?As for 'It should be
of interest to no-one' - well it's had a fair few hits
considering; I find it particularly
interesting, especially considering I know JK who I thought I was
videoing being burned to death at the time; It WAS apparantly of
sufficient interest to 'the pilgrim' for him to click on it,
watch (at least some of) it and then go out of his way to leave a
comment!? - "How would you feel if it was your house
that was on fire, posted on the internet?" Oh dear, oh
dear, oh dear - poor man - he's asking the wrong person the wrong
question there isn't he! lololol If that was MY house - I'd want
a high quality DVD copy of ALL the unedited footage taken, copies
of every photo taken by everybody anywhere, and copies of the
local paper, etc etc etc. lol Surely THAT is more 'normal' than
not? Oh well - how would I know! . . walked - utterly convinced
it was Monday rather than Sunday!?. . PCd and scanned in the tab
booklet that accompanied the 'Rock Guitar' DVD I'd borrowed. .
received some sort of automated reminder from Facebook,
encouraging me to join, because someone (SH?) had presumably
allowed it to scan through their address book! Figured after all
this time, I may as well join and have a look to see what all the
hype has been about. .signed up only to then have great
difficulty in making sense of the thing. It seemed to constantly
try to encourage (trap?) you into opening up your e-mail address
book to it, to enable it to search for everyone you've ever e-mailed!
On top of that, it appeared that there was very little you could
actually do or see without becoming 'freinds' with someone, and
therby getting all hooked into some pointless wider association
with all of their freinds - and theirs etc etc ad infinitum! Well
- no wonder people on there have huge lists of alleged 'freinds'.
It's meaningless! Pretty soon gave up without actually finding
ANYONE I ever knew! I'll have to have another look some time,
just to check that it really IS SO crap!. . . walked and returned
the guitar DVD and then carried on back to BGdns to check out the
D-Day commemoration museum barbecue thing. It HAD been due to be
held yesterday, but ammendments to the signs on railings said it
had been postponed to today because of the bad weather yesterday.
(Actually a little ironic - since that was pretty much what
actually happened with the D-Day landings themselves wasn't it -
postponed for a day because of the weather?) A small number of
people were all milling around in the sun outside the museum,
several dressed in period uniforms, and a bunch of burgers etc
was being cooked on a large barbecue. As soon as I walked up with
Sally, a woman caught my attention and asked if I'd like a free
burger! Free? Well yes please then! Sat on a chair in the shade
and slowly ate the burger while listening to a guy singing along
to pre-recorded backing tapes. I'm sure he was very good and all,
but it really wasn't at all to my taste and suprisingly to me,
the choice of songs I heard didn't seem to have any relevance
whatsoever to what the commoration was all about!? (Don't know
what it is about that sort of 'performance' but for me it always
seems to lack the very thing that a live performance should be
about somehow. Hard to explain. How about if I said it's like a
live vocal version of lift music - or maybe the sort of thing you'd
expect to see in Peter Kays sitcom 'Phoenix Nights'). All in all,
I was frankly terribly disappointed that they had maybe somehow
wasted an opportunity to make it something more special. They SO
should have somehow expanded the thing up and into Battery
Gardens. There were more people just sat up there in the sun
enjoying the view than were down by the museum. Shame. . pretty
soon escaped and went and sat in BGdns on top of a gun
emplacement for a while. As I sat there I eventually decided I
could definitely hear music coming from somewhere in the
direction of town. I was missing something! Couldn't resist and
walked down to the harbour to see what was going on. . as I'd
seen advertised, the 'French Market' was in town and several
stalls had been set up under the old fish market roof selling
various foodstuffs. Surprising to me as I walked through, how
many people actually appeared to be speaking in fluent French -
the stallholders and customers alike. Eventually headed up the
high street and sat for a cigarette on a bench, not having found
where the sound of the music I'd heard earlier had been coming
from. . bumped into a dog walker who informed me the 'freinds of
shoalstone pool' were having a do with a barbecue and live music
etc. along by Shoalstone beach - but it was due to be finishing
about now. Oh well - missed that one then. I didn't see that
advertised anywhere! :o( . . returned via BGdns and eventually
back via Ks to pick up some left overs meat and give him a copy
of the Rock guitar tutor DVD. .ate bowls of muesli. . napped
until the alarm at 7:30pm. . TVd . . PCd . . touched base with BB.
. ate Mum donated pepperoni rolls and crisps . . TVd until bed
around 3am.
6 - Up just gone 9am! . . walked. Felt a spot
of rain or two . . did dishwashing chores as the rain set in . .
Mum called in with food donations for a cuppa and chats etc. . while showing
Mum the info I'd found about the watercolour painting, we got
into conversation about my grandfathers old broken 'Jaeger Le
Coultre' watch. Although the glass is cracked, it appears not to
work, and there is a very unnatural rattle from inside if you
shake it, it'd been kept because there was some suggestion that
at one time it WAS an expensive watch and 'could' be worth having
repaired. Attempted to have a surf and look it up, although
without actually knowing what specific model it was from Mums
vague description, I knew I'd be fumbling around in the dark. . .
eventually left Sally at home in the dry and walked back with Mum
in the torrential rain (got soaked immediately!) to return her
spade and have a quick close look at the watch in the hope of
maybe being able to identify the model. Sadly I couldn't find
anything on it which gave me the model type. . Surfed. Yikes -
watches by that maker ARE expensive!! Poked around all over the
place but consistantly failed in identifying it. Interesting. .
HEAVY rain and lots of it. So heavy it washed moss and debris
down from the roof which at one point blocked the drain in the
back garden. Luckily I spotted it and was able to wade out and
clear the block before any damage was done by water getting in
the airbricks. . . ate a Mum donated pastry and chicken slice . .
touched base with JK breifly to see if his partialy burned roof
was leaking. Miraculously not. . .napped . . drove to walk . .
guitarred/TVd various comedy shows on different tv channels all
evening. .ate a pizza with extra cheese . . touched base with BB
. . TVd (old Richard Pryor stand up) until bed around 2:30am. s
5 - Up around 9am! . . Mum called to say she'd
had a man in to cut down her overgrown bushes and take away all
the debris. . walked real late. I was just leaving BGdns when a
coastguard vehicle came rushing down the road with its blue
lights flashing, and disappeared down towards the holiday camp.
Couldn't resist rushing back down into the gardens just in casee
I was missing something interesting. Hung around for a bit at a
couple of vanatage points, but couldn't see anything going on and
eventually headed back. (A news report later suggested it was
nothing more than a couple of kids having become seperated from a
walking group. Eventually re-located safe and well.). . stopped
in Mums on the way back to see where the bushes were, no more. I
think she said the guy had only asked for £45 for doing the work,
which even by my standards sounded like a pretty good deal, what
with having to take it all away and all. Shame she has to get
another guy in with a special machine to grind down the stump/roots
to below ground level. . She's been
trying to clear out a lot of old stuff she's had laying around
for years, and we got into conversation about an old original
watercolour that'd been passed down from grandma, which Dad had
always liked. She'd suggested I may like it to put on one of my
walls, but I declined because I'm really not a sort of person who
can appreciate art, and I don't do the pictures on walls thing (If
I DID, I'd hang prints of some of my own photos in charity shop
frames). Seemed a good idea to jot down some of the information
that was on the back of the picture, with a view to having a bit
of a look on the internet to see if there was any information on
the artist and try and guage if it was maybe actually worth
anything. . heading home I got into conversation with someone who
turned out to be a neighbour who wanted to compliment my pot hole
filling efforts in the lane! :o) Her comments were well received
and much appreciated. . .
PCd and surfed
looking up the picture/artist details. Turned out to be very
little out there, but 'just' enough to get at least a bit of a
feel for who the artist was and what it 'could' be worth-ish (although
to get more of an idea I would have had to submit my e-mail
address and 'join' various auction sites, which I wasn't prepared
to do.). "Herbert William Hicks 1880 - 1944. Painter in
watercolour and gouache of moorland and coastal scenes, who was
born in Exeter in 1880. A self taught artists, 'Herbie Hicks' was
a prolific painter of many West Contry views in a similar style
to F.J. Widgery. Many of the subjects were local Devon views and
were usually inscribed wth the location on the reverse. Much of
his work was sold through C. Samuel's Gallery, in Fore Street,
Exeter. He was a friend of the Exeter artist, Frederick Parr and
sometimes painted together in an attic studio. A fall in demand
for the pictures in the 1930's forced Hicks to abandon painting
and concentrate on his hairdressing business." There
were a couple of pictures of his on the net, and even 'I' could
tell they were done in a very similar style. Given the not
brilliant condition of the one we have, I imagine it 'could' be
worth anything from maybe £50 up to a hundred or two at the very
most, depending on who may be interested at the time of sale.
Presumably since it's of the beach at 'Welcombe' in Bude, it
would be of greatest interest to someone local to there? Whatever
- I guess it's definitely worth Mum hanging on to. . . while
surfing I somehow bumped into a relatively new (I think) webcam. The Quayside Hotel Harbour webcam. Oh boy - a web cam covering the harbour
like that, was SO begging to be done (I'm amazed the local
tourist board/council haven't made available some of the CCTV
cameras that cover the area. There's even one which stands at the
end of the Breakwater and can look out towards the beacon at the
end - which must have brilliant images in bad weather). Wow - it's
even an internet controlled pan tilt one (ohwwwa - where's the
zoom! lol)! I doff my cap to someone at the Quayside Hotel (even
if the page is actually rather flakey and keeps hanging or losing
the image - and can get real frustrating when a whole bunch of
people are trying to move the camera at the same time). I wonder
what the recent fireworks looked like on it. . . JK called to say
it looks as though he'll be able to continue living there and
they'll be rebuilding around him . . ate Mum donated ham rolls,
crisps and chocolate. . . napped until around 7pm. . skipped the
walk . . guitarred. . PCd and actually sat back and watched on
the BBC IPlayer, an hour long program I'd missed the other night,
which I think may be the first time I've actually done that. .
TVd/guitarred. . ate ham and cheese sandwiches, biscuits and
chocolate. . TVd/PCd until eventually to bed with light in the
sky and the mass of birdsong dawn chorus. s
4 - Poor sleep (I think I was a bit cold -
should have put the duvet back on the bed) then up around 7:45am
feeling pretty awful . . much cooler and overcast. Walked. .
guitarred and ended up on line looking at various videos and then
knocking up my own version of a single side A4 tab-sheet for
Bryan Adams 'Run To You', to make it easier for me to figure out
what goes where and how many times-ish when practicing it. I
really can 'almost' do the whole thing (badly) on the guitar now,
but of course can't even attempt to do any of the singing. As
usual, as soon as I even attempt to just 'think' about the lyrics,
whatever I'm doing with my fingers just turns to mush. SO
frustrating. I really just don't seem to have the sort of brain
that can do the two things at once, no matter how I may try. :o(
(Strangely enough - trying to whistle the tune of the lyrics is 'somewhat'
easier!???? Go figure!) . . cooked a year past its best-by-date
frozen steak and kidney pie and ate with chips. Still fully
edible which just goes to show what a terrible waste it is when
post best-by-date stuff is thrown away! . . napped until woken by
JK getting the ansaphone around 5:30pm. . drove to walk and took
the guitar and sat on top of my favourite gun emplacement (by the
lower yacht hut) practicing mostly 'run to you' - over and over
again until gone 9pm. No one around by the time I was done. lol
Found 2p. Much cooler than the last few days, although the cloud
which had been hanging around most of the day, pretty much
cleared late on. Having an amazing sunset and a seal foraging in
the water just below me is 'almost' taken for granted by now.
Almost. I still think its pretty amazing. . PCd a bit of this . .
BB called briefly . .PCD this for hours - till gone midnight! How
on earth can it take so long for me to do this? I guess I go
through SO much more than ever gets typed (believe it or not! lol).
.touched base with BB . . ate a Mum donated sponge. . TVd until
bed around 2:30am. as
3 - Up around 8:15am . .hot and sunny again. .
walked. Sat on a lower gun emplacement in BGdns for quite a while
just watchin the world go by again. . guitarred in the garden . .
ate a chopped salad concoction (just to use it up because it was
all threatening to go off) with crisps and a Mum donated pastry
slice, followed by chocolate. . napped . . guitarred/TVd . .
touched base with BB . . JK called to touch base. .ate salad,
bread and butter, biscuits and chocolate. . TVd until bed around
1:30am. s
2 - Up at 7:30am . .hot and sunny again. .
walked . . sat around in the garden . . did laundry . . sorted
through and discarded a bunch of old paperwork/bills etc. -
actually prompted by having misplaced my login details etc for my
bank account!! Took so long sorting all that out, I didn't have
the energy to actually balance my accounts as I'd originally
intended! . . PCd . . . drove to walk and sat around in BGdns for
ages. . guitarred/TVd . . touched base with BB . . ate ham, mayo
and lettuce rolls with crisps and then bowls of cornfalkes later
on. . eventually to bed around 1:30am. s
1 - Up at 9am . .hot and sunny . . walked.
Spotted K's car was off his drive, so figured today and now would
be a real good time to pick up the pile of old tarmac he'd said I
could have to add to the lane. . left Sally at home and drove
with plastic containers to pick up tarmac 'rubble' from Ks. .two
trips (more left for a similar couple of trips another day) and
then sat for the next few hours on the hardstanding at the top of
the garden, breaking it all up with the lump hammer. A large
amount but relatively easily broken up so eventually managed to
get through it all in one go! Finally deposited it in a deep,
long depression near the top of the lane. There is a tall breeze-block
garden wall right next to that depression, and when you drive
along the lane through the depression, the car leans over
uncomfortably close to the wall at the top. Well - not now it
doesn't. . showered off the layers of black dust . . JK called .
. walked with Sally to JKs for a cuppa and chats, eager to see
the state of his place following the fire. . wow - it was like an
oven in his flat. His thermometer was in the 90s - and it felt
like it! . Suprisingly, although there WAS a fine layer of dust
on EVERYTHING, including in every cupboard and drawer etc,
overall it wasn't anywhere near as bad as I'd imagined it would
be. I was expecting like I've seen on television - every wall
absolutely black. It wasn't like that at all. Yes everything
would need a clean, but I've lived in far worse conditions after
doing disc cutter work in the house back in Bristol. I think he's
been pretty lucky and mostly 'got away with it'. . Had a bit of a
close up look at the remains of his neighbours half million £
house. Amazing - almost TOTAL destruction. Even the front wall of
the place was visibly bowing out towards the street! . . sits in
Bgdns on the way back watching the impressive sunset. . TVd . .
ate a bowl of stew with four pieces of bread and butter . .
touched base with BB . . very warm in the house. 70+degrees F in
the living room . .TVd until bed around 1am. Slept with the
window open under just a sheet. Disturbed sleep woken more than
once by the fridge requiring a beating! God I SO need to get rid
of that damned thing! :o(
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