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Hocus Pocus

It is difficult for me to explain what I mean by Hocus Pocus.
It encompasses all manner of
things.
The following list of books may give some indication -


Christian Name Analysis

The name Terry gives you a strongly independent and highly creative nature, with drive and ambition to have experiences and accomplish things out of the ordinary. You can work intently at whatever is new and holds your interest at the moment, but your interest wanes quickly when drudgery and monotony set in. Obstacles to your progress or restrictions on your freedom to act create a sense of frustration which may cause you to feel resentful and even rebellious. You can then become intolerant of others, and caustic and belittling in your expression, thereby imposing stress on your personal relationships. Although you have a clever, quick, capable mind, your progress in life is restricted by instability in your affairs and misunderstandings with people. Your impulsive nature can lead to actions which you later regret taking, or to accidents. Relaxation is elusive, and depletion due to nervous tension can develop to the point where you become subject to moods of depression and morbid thoughts. Nervous tension centres in the solar plexus, with nervous indigestion and stomach ulcers a possible result.

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My tatoo
Just the one.


Dreams

People who talk about their dreams seem to me sad and boring . . . perhaps because for so many years I wasn't in any way aware of having had a single one. Now occasionally I do recall the odd dream or nightmare and I consider any such experience even if induced by deliberate late night cheese eating, precious and worthy of note. I still consider people who talk about their dreams sad and boring though.

23/03/02 - Early morning nightmare. I was present at a court case involving video evidence of serious head injuries (deaths?). The CCTV picture showed the deck of a large fast moving boat that was banking violently into consecutive left and right turns throwing some of it's unconcious passengers against the sides of the boat. Graphic pictures of unconscious people including someone in diving gear being thrown against stuff like rag dolls! I shied away from the awful images and awoke.

17/02/01 - Midday nightmare. Two people had been seized by a crowd. They were beaten and doused in something flammable. The crowd toyed with them. Someone came from the crowd and with no feeling thrust a cigarette at the man on the ground. He caught lite burned to death as everyone watched and did nothing. The other man was bundled into a van and driven away.

25/02/2000 - Early morning nightmare. I was at the foot of a raised walkway type structure when a male child known to me descended and came to me severely injured with a gaping knife type wound to his left arm. Perhaps only slightly wounded myself I took him in my arms to comfort him. He said he was really in need of help this time and should perhaps go in an ambulance. I knew we were in hiding and that would mean we would be caught and finished but I had no choice. He said something like it would have been ok if we'd been brought up together. It seemed childishly naive. I broke down as I hugged him and explained, "I don't think we'll be able to be together any more" - I awoke wet with tears.

 

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